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Over the past month many people have asked me this question. So here are my thoughts and some quotes that I’ve channeled from my Spirit Guide, ‘MARK’


I heard the news of Trump’s surprising win from our tour guide while we visited a floating fishing village on a lake off the Mekong River in Cambodia. Our group was spending the night in the floating home of a family who raises crocodiles. The crocs were literally in pens below the house where we slept. The symbolism seemed apt.
Like most Americans—those who didn’t vote for him, and even those who did, we were in shock.

Yep, we were thrust headfirst into the classic grief process:

1.  Denial. The shock is initially too great to believe it could have happened.

2.  Bargaining. We handle the shock with ideas that might mitigate the outcome. How could this be? Maybe there will be a recount? The results must be wrong. Didn’t Hillary win the popular vote? Could I cast a spell, or say some reality-shifting prayer and have some other candidate be our next president?

3.  Anger. You got that right! Anger at all those who voted for Trump. Anger at those too lazy to vote. Anger that women’s rights, minority rights, and the plight of the poor might not be honored. Anger is a strong emotion that isn’t ready to be taken in, so it is projected. Anger is the initial mask for the more painful emotions of Grief and Fear.

4.  Grief/Fear.  Just plain pain. Sadness. Feeling the hurt. The disappointment. The loss. Feeling your Fear. Many people are talking about their Fear these days.

5. Acceptance. Honestly, I’m not fully there yet. I do accept the premise of our democracy. I do honor the office of the presidency. I am staying out of the drama, and am getting better at remaining neutral. My fingers are crossed. I’m looking for ways to remain hopeful. I am an optimist.

 

Considering the Anger and Fear phases, ‘MARK’ channeled this:

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“You believe that righteous anger is admissible. We say that all anger is destructive. The imbalance you see in the world is a call to rebalance. It’s a call to be neutral, not to another side of the pendulum swing. A pendulum swinging back and forth is not the way to create a stable society. An expanded neutral space is inclusive and active. Hold that in yourself.

“Positions, no matter how righteously held, always have the prospect of disavowing an alternate position. Disavowing of someone else’s position or their right to their position is the foundation of all conflict. It’s hard. It takes someone to stand in the flow of their own life-force to also see everyone else’s life-force as beautiful, brilliant, and having the right to be shining, and to not be threatened by it.

“Your society is currently one of powerlessness to inauthentic power—often the power of money or the power of position. This is not humanity’s highest expression. Feeling sorry for or feeling angry at things outside yourself keeps the illusion wrapped around your throat.

“When you see people standing loudly in inauthentic power (many of your politicians), it is a call to stand more fully in your power. As millions of you do that it creates a tipping point where those who live in inauthentic power can never take power from those who stand fully in their life force.”

 

There is a lot to look at in Trump’s election. What is the message?

trumppenceChopra says that Trump brings out the dark side of humanity. “He represents a state of collective consciousness that is in fear, that has dormant prejudice, hatred… It’s a moment of sobriety for all of us to see that this is part of our dark side… our shadow.”

We need to ask ourselves, “What is this showing us that we’ve been afraid to acknowledge?  Where is our hidden racism, isolationism, anger and fear?” If we never see it, we can never address it. Acknowledging what we haven’t wanted to look at is a good thing. It is the film’s processing in the darkroom that allows the negative to give birth to a beautiful photo. The dark room is vital to the process.

Trump isn’t just showing us our collective angst. He promises to fix it. “I can do this. I can Make America Great Again. I’ll create jobs, keep out immigrants, bomb the hell out of ISIS.” We want to believe everything he says. We want him to make it all OK for us. We want a savior. We want change… at all costs.

Hillary Clinton represented the mask, the continuation of the illusion, the status quo.  Journalists have called Trump the ‘Master Illusionist’; building his brand, his billions. I see him as a Master Diss-Illusionist. Through his unpredictable brashness his role may be to challenge the illusion, breaking it apart. Or perhaps he is a Dissolutionist, dissolving what was there before.

All empires decline. The question I’m asking myself is: “Does it begin first with  an economic decline, or is it a fundamental decline in values that triggers the fall?”

mark-the-real-trumpAs part of my acceptance, I choose to believe that some of the things Trump is challenging absolutely need to be called into question, broken down so that a new and different world can emerge.

I actually used to like politics. Back when idealism wasn’t trumped by reality.

This photo of my boyfriend Mark was taken in October 2016. As a Hillary supporter I wasn’t thrilled. I teased him that it was just cardboard cut-outs, but I have to admit: It is a good photo of both of them. 😉


About Jonette

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Visit us at   www.JonetteCrowley.com or www.CenterforCreativeConsciousness

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It’s not monsters under the bed or even the fear of death that paralyzes us the most. It is our ever present, deeply rooted fear of the unfamiliar. We become racist because of this; isolationist because of this; stuck in our old ruts because of this.

Of course we argue that it is natural to be afraid of the unknown. But is it? Isn’t the unknown always the place of growth? Could we ever have given up crawling and learned to walk if the fear of the unknown is hardwired into us? Babies and toddlers actually test everything that is unfamiliar—usually by sticking it in their mouth.

Those of you who know me know that I seek out the unfamiliar; I push the limits. Yet that fear of the unfamiliar is always there in me and all of us. Here’s a small example that inspired me to write this Blog:

gentle yogaI’m finally home from traveling for awhile so decided to begin a yoga practice. I put on my yoga clothes, drove to the nearby ‘Yoga One’ studio— imagining soft, spiritual yoga with peaceful statues of Buddha overlooking the practitioners. They didn’t have a class at that time so I took my mat and drove to another studio—one whose very name intimidated me: ‘Core Power Yoga’—featuring hot yoga in a room at 110°F.! (You have to understand that I don’t exactly have a yoga body. My deep forward bend looks exactly like my halfway bend.) That’s when my fear of the unfamiliar raised its voice. I recognized it immediately as it spoke in my head. “Jonette, do you really think you can do hot, power yoga? Don’t you want to go home and find an easy class on YouTube?”

hot yogaThe afraid-of-the-unfamiliar-Jonette kept talking in my head as I continued to march into the intimidating studio and sign up for the class that was starting in three minutes.

I did OK and not a single person laughed at me when my eagle pose collapsed, or my cobra looked more like road-kill. At the end of the longest, hottest class I’ve ever taken, I actually vowed to come back. But next time I’ll bring a towel…

So no matter how brave you are, notice how many times that niggling fear of the unfamiliar keeps you from trying new things that aren’t in any way inherently scary or dangerous.

Let me know how it goes…


ABOUT JONETTE

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Jonette is a spiritual adventurer, and modern-day shaman who leads spiritual tours to power places around the globe. She is a gifted channel, oracle, and author of the internationally best-selling books “The Eagle and the Condor” and “Soul Body Fusion®.” She is founder of the Soul Body Fusion® method for healing and beyond. With her cosmic guide ‘Mark’ she teaches people to reach multi-dimensional and quantum states of  consciousness.

Find more information at www.JonetteCrowley.com or www.SoulBodyFusion.com

Copyright 2016 Jonette Crowley – Feel free to share or reblog but please honor this copyright.

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“You fear to give because you might not receive back. You fear to receive because you might not give back.” – ‘MARK’

In the many thousands of years of your history you have put your awareness much more in the outside world and your trust in the outside world than within you; and so you are more comfortable giving— which happens outside, than receiving— which happens inside. In order to receive you must trust. You must powerfully stand in yourself in this moment, not greater than anything else, but certainly not less than anything else, but interconnected to all else. As you receive without pause, without objection or resistance, you move into a flow of manifestation that is extraordinarily magnetic; but you cannot receive in order to be magnetic, simply receive because you are.

clouds over DCThere has been a great cloud over humanity— the fear of receiving because of the fear of indebtedness. It was a stroke of evil to put receiving and indebtedness together. Receiving is as natural as breathing in the air but when you feel you are indebted and must pay for what you receive, the entire flow of this system is shut down. Right now your culture, your banking and financial systems reflect this. It is a system of indebtedness. It is a system of monetary slavery. The service in this Creation class will work with the energies of freedom, receiving without indebtedness, sending new vibrations radiating through the cosmos to unhook the cloud over humanity that have been getting progressively worse— the cloud of indebtedness.

The energies of Creation in Service unhook indebtedness that has become institutionalized in the world. There is no longer pure creation. There is no longer purity and innocence in giving and receiving. There is fear at every step of those transactions. You fear to give because you might not receive back. You fear to receive because you might not give back.

radiating clarity through earthWe would like you as a group (for this takes more than an individual) to imagine placing a network—a continuously radiating network of piercing clarity and truth through the Earth, her people, your institutions, your banks, your governments, the past and the future so that however fear has clouded Creation, however indebtedness has stopped flow; it is henceforth unsupported and replaced by clarity. Trust yourself. We are unhooking fear from the cycle of giving and receiving— Creation.

Don’t focus so much on the fear that you are erasing but the clarity and truth that you are emitting. Feel the group of helpers who are also transmitting this growing from thousands to millions… and not all of them are incarnated right now. Feel the swell of energy, truth, and piercing clarity replacing all the cloudiness that has occluded the flow.

By the way, this is helping to remove some of the underpinnings of greed and corruption, because they are based in the same level of fear of flow. So this is a cleansing vibration of great potency moving around the planet now.

Feel how supported you are because you are easily receiving. None of this is happening on your own—this is bringing receiving in service to the planet. Nothing is effortful, nothing is difficult. It simply lifts you to a new level of receiving and radiating so much goodness, so much support. With all this, feel triumphant— know yourself as endlessly triumphant!

In your personal life see fear being replaced by clarity and truth. Fear of abundance and fear of lack of abundance go away. Fear of giving, fear of receiving, fear of not deserving—doesn’t exist in the reality you are seeding now. Allow yourself to go to your life feeling the differences, toppling the fear, bringing in the clarity and the truth, asking for insights.

Feel yourself free from the bonds that are not you, or yours, or useful simply by being in this space of clarity, of flow, of truth.

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Your part in initiating this process has been appreciated. You can leave the space knowing that the intention has been planted, that clarity and truth will lift the cloud that has kept true creation from the hearts and souls of humans—creation in service that is not oppressive but is magnificent. Remember what this space feels like and whenever you feel the world spinning a little out of control with greed and corruption, with unfairness and indebtedness, just send a blast of this energy out, knowing that it will be picked up and magnified by many, many others.

There is nothing in this world so dark or so entrenched that it cannot be changed by groups who hold intentions and high frequencies of Creation based on love, based on wisdom, and based on true power.

From Mark’s Creation in Service — Part 3, Class 1.  Click here to purchase ‘MARK’s Creation Series


ABOUT ‘MARK’

Playing in the Unified Field 1 CDcoverJonette has been channeling ‘MARK’— a cosmic energy source who only exists in relationship to our need for knowledge, for nearly 30 years.  His teachings are extraordinary, experiential and always, always on the leading edge of expanded consciousness.   ‘MARK’ is so powerful that he can only be channeled with a group present.   Jonette channels a weekly ‘MARK’ course to followers worldwide.  Beginning in July 2016, the current course The 9th Dimension: Playing in the Unified Field -Part I- Multi-dimensional Awareness will be available via live video stream.

If you would like to experience a ‘MARK’ class  we have several FREE meditations in our ‘Listening Room’ at www.JonetteCrowley.com

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ABOUT JONETTE

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Jonette is a spiritual adventurer, and modern-day shaman who leads spiritual tours to power places around the globe. She is a gifted channel, oracle, and author of the internationally best-selling books “The Eagle and the Condor” and “Soul Body Fusion®.” She is founder of the Soul Body Fusion® method for healing and beyond. With her cosmic guide ‘Mark’ she teaches people to reach multi-dimensional and quantum states of  consciousness.

Find more information at www.JonetteCrowley.com or www.SoulBodyFusion.com

Copyright 2016 Jonette Crowley

I Was Afraid of Everything…..
As a young girl I was afraid of everything—especially at night. Planes going overhead sounded like bombs. You might ask how a young Colorado girl even knew what a bomb sounded like. Probably past-life memories— unexplainable traumas that we all carry.) I was afraid of burglars, window-peekers, fires, and especially of witches.

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MARK Channeled by Jonette

“You all came consciously to be on this planet at this time because you have the skills and the compassion to be of service now, without being derailed by ego or fear.”

Welcome Lifeguards…
We would like to talk about your role in the big picture. So many times we take you on journeys and don’t explain why. There is a reason for that—because the why is never really the why. It’s just a “why” that your mind can grasp onto that gives you permission to be the Grand YOU.

Consciousness is a pool that needs lifeguards. You are the lifeguards while others swim around at various levels of skill in the pool. You know what they’re doing. You know when they’re in trouble. You know when they need help, and you know how to help when they need it. Most of the time you are in your place on your high chair and your presence gives safety to the ones in the pool, even if you never jump in. Your job is to be skilled and trained, not interfere with the swimmers. Help when you need to help but help always from your higher aspects, your higher self, and the parts of you that are not directed by the lower self.

FearYou’ve dedicated yourselves to having skills in the navigation of consciousness and in the creation of realities. You not only navigate consciousness but you help choose the realities that respond to humanity’s requests. You all came consciously to be on this planet at this time because you have the skills and the compassion to be of service now, without being derailed by ego or fear.  Ego, doubts and fear are disastrous to your skills.

In the big picture now, there is a lot of fracturing in human consciousness. The old illusion breaks into many shards. It’s as if someone is taking a mirror and breaking it. The broken shards then have access to universal consciousness that the flat mirror never could. You are taking the mirror of who you think you are and breaking it into multiple dimensions. This is why we work is the 9th dimension—multiple parallel realities. You are holographically existent in all the realities that you can see and cannot see.

You are like Alice through the looking glass; but the looking glass had to be broken for you to go in. It didn’t reflect truth when it was not broken into a million realities. The support for you and your spiritual growth is tremendous because of the role you are taking as lifeguards. You may think you are lost. You may think you lose your way. You may think you’re not supported financially or emotionally. None of this is true. You are a greatly supported group because you greatly support. You support in ways you know not.

Illusions are the hardest things to get beyond. 
WaterTreeThe illusion of separation from God has become paramount in human thought and so you live with broken self-esteem. Humans live with a sense of paranoia and fear. Neither are natural to God. 

Your entire world is based upon illusion. You are those who question the illusion, who break the mirror and walk through the broken pieces. It is important that you are normal and grounded with your normal ups and downs. This world has often been misled by religious hierarchy. True change has to come without a hierarchy at all, directly into the hearts and souls of you. And the “you” is not you as a MARK group; it is you as beautiful beings— as templates for what is so.

Do not seek perfection as a path to enlightenment. 
Perfection is also an illusion that is a distraction. Enlightenment is best conveyed by joy at the ups and downs of every moment, in meeting everything with joy whether it is an up or a down. This is the joy of knowing that what you see is simply an indicator of divinity creating itself. Who you are is divinity creating itself.

What we have seen in the last six months is that more people are opening to dimensions unknown to them before; perhaps the trees talk to them or the rocks talk to them.

God is tired of being personified and would rather have persons being Godified. 

We’ve taken you before to realms of support, to move higher to where the flow is. No matter what has you stuck, finding the cause of that stuckness will not unstick you. Rather acknowledge the stuckness and move to where the flow is— above that. There is always divine flow. Always. Plug yourself into the flow and unplug yourself from the stuckness.

The ancestors are you. 
You are the ancestors evolved. The ancestors look at you and pour their life force through you because you are the ancestors’ presence now. If you can imagine how supported you are, when all the ancestors— who’ve lived the best lives they could— see you proudly living the best life you can. You may think you ride upon their shoulders but they are happy to ride upon yours. The ancestors are more involved in human consciousness awakening now than they have been before because you have reached a level of attainment in which the interconnection is helpful. Why we say that is if you had a lower level of attainment and then connected to your ancestors, it would tend to draw you into the past at a lower level. You need a high level of personal and group and attainment in order for the ancestors to be able to come and not draw you into the past. They march forward with you.

Along with the ancestors, there is also more engagement with non-Earth beings. It might not be sightings of spaceships, but it will be at on an individual basis where you connect with brothers and sisters who are not necessarily human. In order to connect with you they have to come in on the line of compassion— because compassion is your base frequency. When we want to help you change, we always start with love. When you want to change yourself, you always start with love. The line of compassion keeps you safe from any extraterrestrial brothers or sisters whom you may not like. Only ones who come in compassion can connect to you. Open yourselves in the multiplied dimensions to other worlds personally without waiting for mass consciousness to have sightings.

Stay in your power. 
As lifeguards, you must be the ones who stay in your power, even when others are flailing around learning to swim. Just because they’re flailing around does not mean they are drowning. It means they are learning. Stay in your power. Do not feel sorry for yourself. The world turns around your bright lights, and more bright lights come in support of this grand illumination.

Process:
Move into a universe of divine grace. Once you get the frequency and the beauty of this place to your liking, invite in the ancestors. Only those with compassion will come. Invite in your loved ones who are alive or those who are passed into this place of compassion. 
Invite the Devas of the Nature Kingdom into this place of grace. Invite the material elements of earth, wind, fire, water.
Invite the souls who are yet to incarnate upon this Blue Planet into this place of grace.
Invite the beings who live at different vibrations, the Inner Earth Beings, the Lemurians. Bring them into this place of grace.
Invite the Angels, the Archangels, the Seraphim, the Cherubim, the Kumaras, the Guardians, the Elohim.
Invite the star beings, the extraterrestrials, the ones from other universes into this place of grace.
Invite the living souls of all humanity, every single one, into this place of grace. Feel how everyone here is helping, supporting, assisting and loving every other entity invited here. There is only love and support. Only
In the frequency of compassion, we all welcome not just the new human and the new Earth but the new universes.
With that, we thank you for your existence. This is MARK.


Excerpted from ‘Treasures from Beyond: the 9th Dimension’, Part I, class 6.  
Copyright 2015 Jonette Crowley. Feel free to share, giving credit and including the copyright.

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‘Mark’ is a cosmic being channeled by Jonette since 1989. His goal is to lift humanity above the structures of our 3-D consciousness. “Your reality is a reflection of your level of consciousness.” He leads weekly recorded courses introducing us experientially to the higher dimensions of awakening. This is exploration at the very edges of human spiritual awareness. There is nothing like these on-going courses for expansion and transformation. To get a taste of ‘Mark’ for free, go to our ‘Listening and Viewing Room.’ Click here to order current or past Mark courses as audio links, CD’s, or simply get the transcripts.

by Jonette Crowley

“Welcome ex-martyrs,” was MARK’S opening line in our first class of the ‘Awakening Your Multi-Dimensional Gifts’ trilogy of courses.* The theme of the class was to help us alleviate pain and suffering. This came in response to my request earlier that week, okay, it was a temper tantrum to Spirit, asking vehemently: “Why can’t we alleviate at least some of each human’s suffering???”

denialMARK pointed out that before we can access the deepest levels of suffering— so we can release it, we first have to address 2 formidable challenges. The first is denial, which covers over the second challenge, which is fear. We’re afraid to see the pain, so we deny and stuff it. We have to rip off the Band-Aid of denial to see the wound that we are afraid of. Only then can the suffering be released. MARK gave us the homework to be relentless in digging below denial and facing the fear to bring light to that which was hidden.

Like most of us, I am so good at denying pain that I’ve forgotten that I’m still carrying it around. I wasn’t focused on doing the homework.

Last week, Mark (my physical guy—-it truly is confusing to have both physical and spiritual Marks) and I attended a lovely event and then settled down on my patio for a cup of tea. Tenderly he rubbed my feet, but something jolted me into an “icky” feeling from my past. “Oh no, it’s triggered some childhood trauma,” I said as tears welled up. I was four years old at an in-home daycare. I was scared of the babysitter’s husband. “That bad man hurt me,” I said in a young voice, though I couldn’t and didn’t need to remember what he did.

Wrenching sobs erupted without prelude, taking both of us by surprise. Mark held me as I curled up in a fetal position, sobbing, hyperventilating—feeling deeply repressed pain. My body remembered the emotional pain, it didn’t need rational confirmation to move through the denial and the decades of repression. It took nearly an hour of gut wrenching sobs, wordlessly comforted in Mark’s arms for the suffering to be released. Today I feel empty but lighter. My body vibrates differently. I can only hope that there has been a chink in the armor of my chronic tension, hyper-vigilance and the need to protect myself.

I’m grateful that my body was ready to do the homework of digging through my rational denial of emotional pain. I feel considerably healed from a drama I forgot I carried.

As ugly as it might be, please give yourself the opportunity to purge your deepest suffering and to rejoice in the lightness it’s departure grants to you. This reminds me that denial is not a strategy of healing, it is merely a strategy for survival.

For more information about the MARK’s current course, Awakening your Multi-Dimensional Gifts: Treasures From Beyond Part I – Practical Integration of Multidimensionality, click here.

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treasure-chest-300x225‘Mark’ is a cosmic being channeled by Jonette since 1989. His goal is to lift humanity above the structures of our 3-D consciousness. “Your reality is a reflection of your level of consciousness.” He leads weekly recorded courses introducing us experientially to the higher dimensions of awakening. This is exploration at the very edges of human spiritual awareness. There is nothing like these on-going courses for expansion and transformation. To get a taste of ‘Mark’ for free, go to our ‘Listening and Viewing Room.’ Click here to order current or past Mark courses as audio links, CD’s, or simply get the transcripts.

Quantum Consciousness and the 8th Dimension,

 “Mark” channeled by Jonette Crowley

 

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This is an excerpt from class #4 of the Quantum Consciousness series

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The thing that stands in the way of spiraling toward this tipping point is fear.  Fear is a hard thing to talk about because you’re afraid of fear.  Fear has been your core; it has been your motivator and still is.  You can think you’re not afraid, but look at all your motivations.  Your motivations for abundance, your motivations to serve, your motivations for relationships, your motivations to be loving – often times the core of those is fear.  Every day, you as way-show-ers of the new human are asked—sometimes  in huge ways to eradicate your fear.  You haven’t been doing so well on this, but we understand. 

 April 2009

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