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Danish nurse and Soul Body Fusion® practitioner volunteers at an Ebola clinic.

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Guest Blog by Tine Dideriksen

(The blog is taken from emails from Tine to Jonette)

The last week has been somewhat different from the week before. Perhaps it has simply been a week where my soul—me—has been doing divine work, with a different focus. Last week, I did a lot of Soul Body Fusion® (SBF) at the Ebola Treatment Center (ETC) and the patients. This week, I had a vision of my purpose here. And it was different than what I thought up until now. When I left Denmark I was sure my primary purpose here was to be a nurse doing SBF wherever possible.

During a meditation I was told, that I am the spiritual leader of this mission. That message made my ego go crazy. Telling me how stupid it is, that I have no leading skills, that I am too young and must have heard it wrong. I felt stupid and was not ready to listen. How could I be the leader of something so important?! I kept thinking, that you, Jonette, have been doing this for so long, you can lead and I thought I was sent here to do SBF with you as the lead. Never the less, signs kept coming my way. People coming to me for advice and situations that called for spiritual guidance. I was very reluctant and in doubt.

Something changed for me last night. I was on the night shift, (12 hour shift) with a female colleague, whom I have had some difficulties with. Actually I was fearing that shift, because of her behavior earlier. She is on my team, and during last week, she had been arguing with all team members, making herself someone nobody wanted to come near.

For some time my ego was in charge, telling me, that she was not worth talking to and that I of course was right all the time. At one point I felt so out of tune with myself, that I decided to take a closer look at the situation. One morning I was guided to “Speak from my heart, and allow myself to say the truth I felt. To open myself up to hearing and feeling truth. And to let myself feel a deep connection to another person.” And I saw an image of her. After a small discussion with myself, I decided to listen and give it a go.

TineAt the Ebola Treatment Center I raised my energy while focusing on her. I did Soul Body Fusion® on her, without asking, and all of the sudden angels appeared around her. They were trying to get her attention, whispering to her. She was not able to hear. I could see her — her divinity— and she was so beautiful. Before knowing what I was doing, I went to her and asked her to step out with me. Words started to come out of my mouth, words coming from the divine. I told her what I saw and asked her to allow herself to listen. To remember her divinity. To raise her energy and her soul started talking to me. Telling me to tell her that the reason she does not feel at home on earth, is because she is an earth angel, remembering what it is like “in heaven.” When I said that, she just looked at me and in her eyes I saw that she was remembering. Her Soul asked me to do SBF with her setting the intention. We did that during our night shift. She was crying but this time it was happy tears.  Now we understand each other and she said thank you many times.

After this experience, my ego was still telling me how wrong I am and that I should stop this right now. Whenever I feel doubt, I ask for guidance. However I am not sure I have been paying attention. Then yesterday another colleague came to me. I was sitting alone. She sat down and I just smiled. She started talking and crying about her day. The same thing happened again. I started giving advice coming from the divine. This time I managed to ask for guidance to help her. However it was not really necessary, because it just started. We spoke for a long time. I mostly listened and gave the advice I was told to. I did SBF on her, again just with my intention. This morning she came to me telling me, that she was so happy about it, and that she now knows what to do.

Jonette, I just stood there, and I have no idea what is going on. I feel confused and scared. It is like there are two sides. The divine telling me to speak my truth, not being afraid to offer to do Soul Body Fusion. And the other, telling me I am stupid and that everyone will laugh at me, thinking I am crazy. I even feel afraid to tell you all this, because who am I to say, that I should lead anything?

At the ETC one of the children I have been doing SBF on is now well and discharged.  We see so much sadness. We have an 11 year old boy, who was admitted with his family. He has seen his mother, father, brothers and sister die. He just lies in his bed, looking. He refuses any help. The doctors argue about how to treat him. To let him die or to force him to eat and take medication. Last night I stood by his bed doing Soul Body Fusion®. Telling him whatever he was guided to, was right for him. That he was not alone. That they were waiting for him, if his time had come. Everyone expects him to die. The doctors who want to treat him, do it because they cannot handle doing nothing. However he clings on to life. Angels are around him all of the time. I just stand beside and know the divine will help him. His soul has a master-plan, and I just pray, that the SBF will help them to be in tune.

I do not feel sad when they die. I know they are not alone, and I pray for them all to find peace and I can see that the SBF makes their passing peaceful and beautiful. Dying is just another wonderful journey. Not one to fear, but one to greet with love. Many of my colleagues cry when our patients die, because they think the dying ones are alone. I try to comfort them.

In an earlier mail, I told you that I just feel more in tune with my soul here. I believe that is true. And I think that is why I have found the courage to send you this email. Perhaps I can also find the courage to listen to my soul and let go of doubt?!

(CopyRight 2015 www.JonetteCrowley.com)

 

Danish nurse and Soul Body Fusion® practitioner volunteers at an Ebola clinic.

Follow her story, share it with others… Help by doing remote Soul Body Fusions® along with her.

Guest Blog by Tine Dideriksen

(The blog is taken from emails from Tine to Jonette)

December 2014

I went to the Soul Body Fusion® class in Copenhagen in 2014. I am a nurse and in the end of the class, you asked what we would do with SBF in the future. I have volunteered to go to Sierra Leone and work as a nurse in an Ebola treatment center. Please help me by holding a space for Soul Body Fusion®.

SBF has changed my life. Because of that, I now do what I dream of; I go into the world and help, using nursing skills and Soul Body Fusion®.

January 2015

SBF teacherHaving finished almost 2 weeks of practice, I am now ready to go with my team to Sierra Leone. I have done Soul Body Fusion® almost every day—on myself, on the team, the mission and individual team members. I must say, whenever I feel stressed or confused about it all, SBF does wonders. I instantly return to my body and the connection is very strong. I feel in tune with my soul in another way. It feels like my soul is more present all the time, and that I connect and tune in with just a thought. It is a different feeling. Almost like this mission is making the connection stronger every minute. I feel love and at peace. Which is strange, because I am leaving all I know and going into the unknown. I have no control, only within, and that would normally make me feel uncomfortable. Now I just greet the feeling and let it be. (The photo is in my scrubs before I left for Africa.)

February 2015

TentsFirst week in Sierra Leone, Port Loko district, has passed by fast. We arrived early morning at Lungi Airport. Guards asked us to wash our hands in chlorine water, have our temperature checked and to fill out forms. In the early morning we reached basecamp and my new home for the next 7 weeks. Everything is very different from home. On day 2 I cried and wanted to go home. Everything seemed so different and I did not know where to put myself. Luckily my family and a good new friend (from the team) helped me through. I now feel much better again.

At the ETC (Ebola Treatment Center) we have about 20 patients now. They are all very sick. We have many children. 2 days ago we lost a two month old baby girl, she survived Ebola, but died anyway. Most children under the age of 5 years die from Ebola. Please help me send Soul Body Fusion® to all patients here. They are in desperate need. I did SBF on the baby girl and I know she died, but while doing it I saw light around her. She looked peaceful. I saw angels sitting with her. The SBF may not heal the patients and make them free of Ebola, but it makes their passing so much more peaceful. And even though they die, I think Soul Body Fusion® heals them spiritually and helps their souls on their path. Most of them die alone. It is too hot for us to stay with them.

GardenYesterday was pretty crazy at the Center. In the evening we got results from a family of 8. We had to separate them, leaving two children alone in the ‘not-confirmed’ ward—the girl is 7 years and her baby brother is 20 months. She now has to look out for her brother for the next 72 hours until we get the results  of the second test. If negative again, they have to be sent away. They cry —heartbreaking when we take them away from the fence. Their parents are very sick.

A woman went into labour, we did not know she was pregnant. We were not allowed to touch her much, because blood from birth and corpses are the most infectious. All pregnant women miscarry and the children die as a result of Ebola. She was stable last night.

A man was dying and I had to leave him. Knowing it would be another hour before he could get morphine.

Before going into the ETC I pray for help and support. I ask that my soul will guide me. Please pray with me.

(CopyRight 2015 www.JonetteCrowley.com)