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(Note: I found this letter to myself written in October 1987. I had been living in Australia for five years, and had spent six months traveling through Africa and Europe. I wrote it on the airplane as I was flying to my family home in Denver.)

Over six years ago I left—a girl, a seeker.

I’ve grown. I’ve changed. Changes have been rapid in the past few months as I’ve gotten to know White Eagle. (Note: At this time I didn’t know I could channel, I only knew that White Eagle was my guide.)

beauty girl in field under cloudsI’m coming home a woman. Full, abundant, wise, rich, mature, harvest-solid, harvest-spicy. Maybe it has been happening slowly, this acceptance of myself as a woman. But only now has it merged with the girl I was before today.

Funny how it happens. Meditating somewhere over New York, White Eagle was before me, holding my hands. I drank in his calm peace, his kind sparkle, his spirit. But what was that behind me? A female. She had what White Eagle has but different. She was woman manifest. Good and giving. A strength, a guide. I felt her hands on my shoulders. I absorbed her femininity, her motherhood, her fertility, her wealth… a goddess.

I am changed. She is now in me. In the last few miles of my 6 year journey, I am now that which I left to find, that which I somehow feared. I am now ready to accept the power, the attractiveness, the responsibility of being a woman.

Miracles are unexpected. I laugh to think that I’ve been chasing around the globe for this, and it happened as I waited for the flight attendant to bring me my Coke.

I have matured. I am a woman now. I am ready to go home and make a life, a home, a family. Welcome home Jonette!

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Oracle at Didyma 3Jonette is a spiritual adventurer, and modern-day shaman who leads spiritual tours to power places around the globe. She is a gifted channel, oracle, and author of the internationally best-selling books “The Eagle and the Condor” and “Soul Body Fusion®.” She is founder of the Soul Body Fusion® method for healing and beyond. With her guide “Mark” she teaches people to reach multi-dimensional and quantum states of consciousness.

Q:  Mark, I’m curious as to how you see things from your viewpoint.  Are you still an evolving being, and if so, what are you learning now, as a student?  Do you have a higher self?

A:  No one ever asks about us.  [laughter]  Thank you.  Evolution is an evolution of awareness, not an evolution of being.  Your being always has included everything.  We see the evolution of your awareness, and we celebrate it throughout the universe.  All consciousness evolves.  Evolution of awareness, evolution of service, evolution of knowing, is the only direction that creation goes.  Any being or group of beings creates, expands, has more knowing, has more creation.  Our higher self is the cosmos, as is yours.  It’s just that our neighborhood is more subtle, and has no density, while your neighborhood is Earth.  Ultimately, we are all connected, or we could not communicate to you.  It’s the oneness that drives the universe forward, but in that oneness, it is not a similar oneness; it is a oneness colored by all the differences.  Right now, humans have become in love with the differences, and have focused on the separation.  Once you get over that and see the differences as the reason for the oneness, it will be a spectacular change. 

You know, the saying they have in relationships is, “Never go to bed angry.”  Let us say, “Never get out of bed unless you’re in love.”  [laughter]  Every morning, before you get out of bed, find love, whether it’s the 8th dimension, or if it’s just love of your home, your cat, your job, your sweetheart.  It doesn’t matter what love is, because love has no sizes.  Start every day in love, however you feel like doing it, and don’t let it always be the same.  Sometimes you might be in love in the 8th dimension, and other times you might be galactic love, and other times, you might be in love with the fact that it’s springtime.  Healing is not a goal.  Healing is an outcome of love, so that is the answer.  The reason why we and White and Eagle and great gods and goddesses can hold more love and can love you more, isn’t because we’re better than you; it’s just because we’ve learned how to be bigger.  The bigger you are, the bigger you can love.

Q:  In what dimension do the Incas, Atlantians, and Lemurians reside, and are we able to meet them on this planet when we have elevated ourselves?

A:  When you are elevated enough, you can meet anyone anywhere, and it doesn’t have to be this planet.  When you move to these higher dimensions, all the lower ones get bigger, too, so you can be higher, and you are more grounded than ever before.  So as you expand your potential, you can say, “I would like to meet an Inca,” and you can follow the vibrations of your intention to meet an Inca.  Will the Inca come into your bedroom?  Maybe not.  Can the Inca come into your bedroom?  Yes, if they’re also following the intention.  All of the Lemurians and Atlantians reside in parallel universes, as do you, that are accessible through the “Akashic” internet.  Only some have stayed in the astral plane, which is the fourth dimension, so that you could actually contact them.  The fourth dimension isn’t as high.  That would mean they are connected to Earth as ghosts.  If they were to manifest, it probably means they are still in the fourth dimension.  All of you can find anything anywhere.  The reason Jonette can channel is she has somehow learned or remembered to go to a place of empty possibilities and to see what draws her, what has an attractiveness.  Go into that attractiveness like you open a door and you see what’s there.  That’s how this channel channels.  When you are looking for wisdom, you scan space until something like an FM radio frequency finds a door, and when you find that door, the frequencies get bigger, and more knowledge of it pours in.  You all can do it, and your intuition, your synchronicity, your connection with all things, grows as you do these kinds of exercises that open consciousness. You are bigger than you used to be, but you are smaller than you can be.

Remember the lyrics to the song, “Looks like we made it …”? This week will be our 15th wedding anniversary. As in any relationship, Ed and I have had our ups and downs. Can I confess that last year I was about done with it? I loved so much about Ed … who he is, what he does, that he is committed to learning and spiritual growth ….  BUT … the way we were together had me confused. At times I didn’t even like him, and I’m sure he felt the same about me. I told the Universe that I wanted a kind and considerate husband. I hoped it was Ed, but I tried to be unattached to the outcome. In my mind I gave myself from March 2010 to March 2011 to get clear what to do.

Then a minor miracle happened. In late January Ed started working with a personal coach and an inner spiritual “team” from the White Brotherhood. I was teaching in Europe all of February, but could sense the change in him. His emails and texts to me were warm and even romantic! I loved it and told him so! After receiving a particularly loving text from Ed, I texted him back: “To whomever stole Ed Oakley’s cell phone and is sending romantic messages … keep it up! PS. Are you married?” I came back home to the husband I had married 15 years ago. Our relationship is stronger and each of us is growing and laughing. We are both kinder and more forgiving. The miracle is that I had given the issue up to the Universe and gave the Universe a year to let me know what to do. My deadline was March. The huge changes began in February. I am so grateful to have the husband I have and the marriage we are creating. Guess we’ll sign on for another 15 years … for starters.

by Jonette Crowley, copyright 2011

 The Greek ideal of democracy was leadership by reasonable men (well, it was only men back then), reasonably discussing common issues with the goal of consensual problem-solving

 I close the newspaper with disgust: one political party stonewalling another–both parties equally guilty–better to have a colossal failure to blame on the other guys, than a workable solution. Good guys and bad guys. Complex issues boiled down to rhetoric in black and white sound bites. In the world of polarity, the center is never the goal. The dance becomes one of counter balancing extremes. Where are the reasonable men and women when we need them? If I stake out the position of saint, you must be the sinner in this binary game. In fact, being the saint requires the position of sinner be filled. From the extremities our brethren lob rocks at the other–saints and sinners both with equally deadly throws. From where I sit in the middle (maybe you’re there too?), I can only duck.

 I don’t know how to fix government, except to be a reasonable voice for leadership. Guess we have to look at ourselves, our relationships, our viewpoints. Have we slid into binary beliefs ourselves? Do we insist on the simplification of issues into right and wrong? Us versus them? Black and white? Or are we prepared to wade into the middle where things may not be as neatly defined, but there are infinitely more possibilities?

 Feel the goodness of your heart and soul unfettered, that there are no limitations to the goodness you can be and have and hold and receive. There is no dark voice in your head saying, oh no, you can’t have this. You can’t be this. There is only goodness, only the intention of goodness, only the expectation of goodness, only the receiving of goodness, only the sending of goodness.

 As you step into this place there has to be a smile on your face.

 Feel liberated, liberated from achieving goodness and happiness, liberated from having to change, liberated from all the things you think you need to do. In this moment be liberated. If you insist on picking up your burdens, they will be at the door. Notice how you seem to weigh less. The stress moves out of your cells. If you are in the forest, you hear the sounds, the crickets, the little scurrying animals, the birds, perhaps the wind in the tops of the trees, perhaps a creek.

 Imagine now that just like you can hear in the forest, you can hear or sense the sounds of the universe, that you can open up to know that all of the galaxies are communicating all the time, not to you but between themselves, and yet you can feel it. You can sense this huge body of communication, connection and wisdom. We’ll call it galactic knowledge. It’s intrinsic in the universe itself.

 With the feeling of liberation, the feeling of goodness in this now moment, feel that you are in the center of all communication. There is no giver. There is no receiver. There is no great reservoir of something moving to a great expanse of nothing, but everything is everywhere and that you are somehow opening up to know that, to sense it in your consciousness.

 You are in touch with a vast expanse of wisdom, of knowledge, of presence, of spirit, and yet some of this is so transcendental that it is difficult to communicate it to earth because the way humans see things and need to believe things are so prepackaged, that this vast brilliance of the universe cannot be beheld by most humans. That’s why goodness and liberation are the first steps.

 To that vast goodness, that vast knowledge, add your human dimension, the human dimension of sparkling happiness, the human dimension of human love, the kind of love you feel when you look at a baby, play with a dog, play with a kitten, the kind of love that has no expectations, that is just adorable, cherishing, transcendent love. Bring that sort of human love to the vastness and unstructured galactic quantum space.

 What this will set up is a transit point, a portal where, almost as in weather when a high pressure follows a low pressure, there is one pressure cell in this world and a high pressure cell and it just naturally moves from the vastness of the universe through you with this exuberant human love space. It becomes amplified. Why does it become amplified? Because you are packaging what you are receiving into frequencies that humans have been trained to pick up. You are receiving from frequencies that most humans can’t find. You are adding this human element of pure, crystalline, smiling, giggling love. That will transform it so that it can be received by humans in the frequencies they are used to.

 Trust your heart and the kaleidoscope of the moment. When this is set up, when you open yourself as a portal, the energies that move through you are magnetized through you by the human matrix or the human structure. It just pulls it through. You don’t have to do anything but be a gateway. The sensation that you may have is that you’re expanding.

 In actuality, frequencies that are not very common in the human collective consciousness are being transmitted through you, through your experience from the higher realms. You might also feel like there are codes or frequencies, or you may not feel anything at all.

 It’s as if through you, much needed water is raining on your human brothers and sisters, bringing them experiences and frequencies of hope, of love, of wisdom, of guidance at higher levels than they have been able to reach before, higher levels than you have been able to reach before.

 If you had to put words to this energy, notice that it’s honoring, it’s loving, it’s appreciative, it’s accepting, it’s healing, it’s considerate, it’s kind. It’s hope where there isn’t hope. It’s nourishment where there is no nourishment. It’s light when there is darkness. It’s answers when there’s confusion. It’s manna from heaven pouring collectively and individually into humans. It’s supportive, clarifying.

 Feel through your intention, your love, these transcendental frequencies that don’t feel very human are being moved into a very human context, a very individualized human context, that what humans need, it’s transferring into their needs. Where there’s pain there is relief. Feel it at an individual level for billions of people that somehow this gift of quantum frequencies is moving personally and individually to the humans on this planet.

 You feel that in this way you are the answer. You are a portal. You are a partner with what you call God, the guides, the angels, the Holy Spirit.

 Look inside yourself now. What gifts are you collecting? What support, what nurturing, what wisdom, what love are you taking in? It’s there for you. It’s always there for you.

 When you feel the want in the world, remind yourself that you are a portal to all the answers, all the grace, and all the frequencies that supply what the want needs. You don’t just pray, but you are a doorway. You’re a capable translator of cosmic frequencies and transcendent spaces into the human matrix. In that way perhaps, you are one who answers prayers.

 The beauty of being part of this portal of mastery is that whatever the needs are that come cascading out of the human condition, it is always met by its fulfillment. If there’s a great need now for hope, then there is always enough hope. If there is a great sense of grief and loss, then there is always consolation. There is never too much want, that it is answered from this quantum world. Remember that and never fall into hopelessness yourself. We want you not to take our word for it, but feel yourself, that everything that’s needed is answered. It’s not just a saying. Feel that because you’re at the gateway. You’re a supply depot.

 Use your imagination now to look over the human condition, the collective consciousness and see that it’s a little brighter, a little looser, a little less structured, a little less worried, as if you could see hope, as if you could see changes of vibration. Look. Sense.

 This is a time of many changes on the earth, a time of economic changes, a time of solar flares, a time of earth changes, political changes.

 Feel now as part of you being a portal of mastery, that there are special frequencies that are coming to you and people like you, frequencies that aren’t yet meant for the masses, but frequencies that are here to support you who are the seekers. Open up your cells, your heart, your soul to receive these frequencies, these codes, these catalysts, as answers to your prayers and your needs.

 Let yourself expand, where you lose reference, so that these codes, these frequencies are moving into an unlimited aspect of you, a part of you that’s beyond time. Be in your body even though you are expanded and filled with light.

 You are such an intrinsic part of quantum love. Someday we hope you know or you’ll experience that you are not just a receiver of love, not just a transmitter of love, but that indeed you create it. You always have. As you embrace the God that you are, may you embrace yourself as a creator of love?


From The Gathering 2010

Solothurn, Switzerland


Mark, Channeled by Jonette Crowley


Copyright 2010 Jonette Crowley


Question:  What can we do to help leaders to deal with all the conflicts and polarization?

Mark:  If we could really answer that and had enough hours you would all be granted an honorary PhD.  There will be a segregation of belief systems – a world based on different belief systems.   Your religions will still hold sway by the power of fear, but also the positive power of faith.  As you send out your wave of transparency there will be more poor leaders kicked out and more great leaders elected.  The cynicism and polarity of the press is creating great difficulty in finding middle ground.  Education systems are being re-written from grassroots.  Institutions that exist to keep recreating their institution will no longer find support.  Corporations that hide patents so that new changes will not take away their profits will be found out.  There is an old saying from Roman times, “Roman senators are good men, but the senate is a beast”.  More and more people are coming back to the goodness of their hearts.  They – you – will rise above and through the heaviness of your institutions.  Institutions never lead the way; they only wait for people to change them.  You will not change governments, corporations, institutions or education by leaving them.  Keep your jobs as corporate manager.  Run for political office.  These things can only be changed from within, and it doesn’t help if you move out and then throw rocks at the people who are still stuck there.    There will continue to be calamities and they will continue to bring out the highest in mankind.  There is the greatest change in human consciousness when human consciousness grieves.  Decades ago when people watched Princess Diana’s funeral all over the world consciousness lifted, because people were authentically in their hearts.  When you feel compassion for the people of Haiti you actually help lift consciousness.  People who are sending small donations of $5 or $10 to the Red Cross are lifting consciousness.   See the calamities as opportunities for the structure of consciousness to lift, rather than as proof that the end of the world is here.  It’s interesting that people fight so hard to hold onto a world that doesn’t work very well anyway.  For eons people have prayed for peace, yet there is no peace.  This isn’t always a great world.  As the structure of consciousness changes, old programs will not work on the new operating system.  As light dancers you are exploring the new operating system.  The institutions that hold you back cannot hold back human communication.  The internet is the greatest invention for social change.  You live in very amazing times.  Thank you.


 Visionaries are Required!

Copyright 2008 Jonette Crowley,





Economies, societies and organizations follow the classic “S” growth curve. A period of growth and expansion is followed by a plateau or leveling out, and then a decline. When the plateau is reached, or the decline begins, if people continue doing the same things they’ve always done—even those things that brought them success in the past, they will continue to decline—sometimes at an ever-accelerating rate.


Of course what we would all like is to personally and collectively be on an ever-ascending path of prosperity and success. It just doesn’t work that way. In fact, the decisions you make and the skills you gain during the decline or deconstruction phase gives you the tools to recreate a new growth curve, with the opportunity for an even higher summit. The belt tightening, the re-evaluation of old ways, the restructuring of systems all create a more robust platform for future growth. What you learn in the lean times is what enables the next growth spurt.


Remember, the greater the deconstruction, the greater the opportunity for recreation. During the transition time, the old must be questioned. The world has changed. It is a time that requires visionary leadership. YOU must face forward to what can be—not looking back at what might be lost. Hold the highest vision possible for our world leaders, the global economy, and humanity’s spiritual awakening.


In nearly every pantheon of gods and goddesses, there is a destroyer god and a creator god. This is a time of immense creation that requires vision and leadership from everyone. Stay focused on the vision of that next summit and you will bring others along with you. The opportunity to build the world we choose is ours now.


CALLING all lightworkers to an even greater mission and vision

UNITING spiritual seekers to co-create the next steps in humanity’s awakening

SUPPORTING teachers and leaders with new tools for expanded mastery

BUILDING on expanded consciousness to leverage your contribution to the world


In order to join together and unite the highest visions for the world, we have been asked by the guides and communities of light, to create a forum of lightworkers to have the opportunity to meet annually in Europe and North America over the next decade. It is simply called “The Gathering”. Our mission is to unite the visions and work as one for the new Earth. I am the co-chair of this international conference, along with Cecilia Sifontes of Sweden.


If you are ready to join together for the next step, this Gathering is for you. The first conference, with some of the world’s most high consciousness speakers, will be February 27, 28 & March 1, 2009 in Solothurn, Switzerland.