Wings are sprouting even from tired, overburdened shoulders. Grace shines her light on us even when we don’t have a clue. Emotional pains are being understood and released — or released even without the need for understanding. We are supported even when we haven’t finished all our homework, learned all our lessons, or achieved anything close to perfection.
“Why can’t I feel it?” You ask. “What does it take?”
Consider the analogy we use when we teach a Soul Body Fusion® workshop: You have two crystal bowls — the kind you play by making them vibrate. One represents your spirit/soul, your highest potential. The other represents your body — your ordinary self. When you bring them near each other and begin ‘playing your soul’ — making that crystal bowl hum and vibrate. The other bowl — the one representing your body or physical self begins to vibrate and sing too, even though you aren’t doing anything to it. The principle of resonance makes your ordinary life awaken, lifting its vibration when you focus on your soul with intention. The upliftment of your life is automatic with Soul Body Fusion® or anything you do to align yourself to a higher vibration — unless of course you’re holding yourself back — holding firmly onto the bowl that represents your life so that it can’t respond to the singing vibration of spirit.
When I asked myself how I’ve held my life back this is what I get. Perhaps you recognize these too?
- Not speaking my truth. It’ll hurt their feelings. They’ll just get mad and it won’t change things anyway. I don’t know how to express myself clearly. It’s okay, I can deal with it inside myself without rocking the boat…. and all my other excuses.
- Waiting for that perfect moment. In my entire life Dad and I never had a meaningful conversation — he was too busy, too important. When I was in my 30’s I was finally going to talk to him about my feelings and all my resentment. I flew home specifically to have this conversation…. but he was always too busy. The long conversation I had planned wasn’t going to happen. It was the last night with my parents, I walked into Dad’s bedroom where he was asleep in front of the blaring TV. I kissed him and said “I love you.” In that single moment without any other words I forgave him and 30 years of resentment vanished. Our relationship was permanently and totally healed. There is never a perfect time.
- Being afraid. Simply put, fear blocks our access to our divinity. White Eagle once said that fear has several guises. Guilt is fear facing toward the past, and worry is fear facing toward the future.
- Not listening to my inner voice. In March I got divorced after 22 years. I had become closed down emotionally and numb to my own feelings, pretending that I could continue to endure. Finally my inner voice couldn’t accept my inaction. She screamed so loudly and with such truth that I had to act: “I can’t take another 20 years of this.” That simple statement broke through my fears and excuses, enabling me to move on and face the difficulty of the divorce. At 60 I’m on a new path. People tell me my entire energy field is different, I’m lighter, more empowered.
Am I confused, uncertain? You bet. Personal transcendence doesn’t need certainty or perfection to take root in our lives. It needs us to stop holding ourselves back, to take the first step in being true to ourselves… authentic.
Your purpose is to be you. Unapologetically. The Universe waits to swoop in with support. Can you feel it? Your heart opening? Your wings sprouting? This is the time for personal transcendence. Whatever it takes :-).
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Jonette is a spiritual adventurer, and modern-day shaman who leads spiritual tours to power places around the globe. She is a gifted channel, oracle, and author of the internationally best-selling books “The Eagle and the Condor” and “Soul Body Fusion®.” She is founder of the Soul Body Fusion® method for healing and beyond. With her guide “Mark” she teaches people to reach multi-dimensional and quantum states of consciousness. www.JonetteCrowley.com, www.SoulBodyFusion.com